Well work was poo just as I knew it would be. 3 people actually spoke to me when I walked in and said good morning, one of those was my manager, so not bad for a room of 15 people!
Why do people treat me like poo I wonder and feel the need to ignore me, well it must be A) Im horrible B) Im totally horrible (actually truth be known they think Im a nerd being a scrapbooker)
But you know what I couldnt give a flying fig what they think of me.
My problem is although I come across bubbly and full of confidence Im not (its a size thing, hate walking into a room full of strangers) and when I dont smile I look a right miserable cow, just ask my sister LOL she has lots to say on that.
Im also far too sensitive, cry at even happy stuff on tv, blimey been known to cry at eastenders for gawds sake and dont even get me started on the Pride of Britain Awards that was on last night.
However, I have come to the conclusion that if peeps at work dont like me well b****cks to them, their loss. I have a few really close friends and many others that I would consider friends. And you know what, I also have the most superdeedooper scrapping friends, its just a shame we dont all live nearer to each other.
So 2 fingers up to my co-workers, have your b***h, bully who you like, but this is one person who will continue to listen to her walkman while she works, dream of Darren Hayes and think about what shes going to scrap next without giving you lot another incy wincy thought......and anyway Im only there for the money not the company!
Here endeth the lesson :-P